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FIGHT YOUR EVICTION
Once again, due to stupid humans, we were in this place again.
This time we fought, we won. For now.
10 other families did not.
At 8:30 AM 15 families called to court.
10 are now going to be homeless, 6 of those because they just threw their hands up and didn't even bother to show.
I do not know their story/ situation so I can't judge, but I can be sad for them. Maybe they didn't fight cause they didn't know they could.
I know 3 of them were bullied by a certain ADA COUNTY lawyer that works for a very shister property management co. to just go that they didn't need to be there.
YOU NEED TO STAY! FIGHT! They hate it and well that's funny.
This time we fought, we won. For now.
10 other families did not.
At 8:30 AM 15 families called to court.
10 are now going to be homeless, 6 of those because they just threw their hands up and didn't even bother to show.
I do not know their story/ situation so I can't judge, but I can be sad for them. Maybe they didn't fight cause they didn't know they could.
I know 3 of them were bullied by a certain ADA COUNTY lawyer that works for a very shister property management co. to just go that they didn't need to be there.
YOU NEED TO STAY! FIGHT! They hate it and well that's funny.
Friday, November 3, 2017
Negative Reprogramming to Positive Reprogramming
Now I am not talking about a cult or some such thing, I am talking about a calm teens brain being forcibly reprogramed to have a shit fit when things don't do their way.
NO, I am NOT doing this to my child. It was done to ME!
This is how I recall it starting ...
The big zoo in Seattle, WA. 1980 something. We went there because at the time they had orcas, you know killer whales. I really wanted to get close up to one. Well, just so happened, in the time before the moblie internet, they were cleaning the orcas that day and the exhibit was closed and they had not put up a notice at the gate, had they of the following story would have happened there and we MTL would not have even gone through the gate. Flash forward about an hour I think, and we are in front of the flamingos. Somehow, either the orcas were right next to the flamingos or I asked a keeper, we find out about the cleaning. Here is where the reprogramming begins, or one of the early episodes at any rate. My response, "oh man that sucks I really wanted to see them." Dads first response, "I am sorry." Crazy Grandmas response, " (some raging that I don't fully recall the words)", then sits down on the ground in front of the flamingos and refuses to move. Dads next response, saying some stuff I cant recall as I was so stunned. I am getting upset now because I wanted to just do the rest of the zoo. I am crying and getting yelled at and I cant understand why Crazy Grandma (used to call it mom) is acting the way she is. Somehow it all became my fault. I have no idea how but it did.
How did someone else's actions become my fault?
How did my reaction of bummer but let's see the rest turn into me crying and being bad?
Eventually, a zoo person came and we rode back to the main gate in a golf cart because Crazy Grandma was refusing to walk back. I guess she thought we might just detour and do the rest of the zoo and she didn't want to because she was in the uber-bitch mode.
There were more episodes like this over the course of a period of time that reprogrammed my developing brain. They did not include more zoos but other things like holidays, birthdays, other types of trips, and more just regular day to day stuff.
At one point my brain thought I am not allowed to be calm I must be hyper angry if I do not get my way.
Sadly this stayed the norm until recently when I have begun reprogramming it to calm mode. Not easy when the person you live with likes having a reason to have the "LMN Reaction" and or threaten you with in-house psyche or the cops and also likes to poke until you end up crying. But I am getting there and it pisses off the person I live with, again, I have no idea why...
NO, I am NOT doing this to my child. It was done to ME!
This is how I recall it starting ...
The big zoo in Seattle, WA. 1980 something. We went there because at the time they had orcas, you know killer whales. I really wanted to get close up to one. Well, just so happened, in the time before the moblie internet, they were cleaning the orcas that day and the exhibit was closed and they had not put up a notice at the gate, had they of the following story would have happened there and we MTL would not have even gone through the gate. Flash forward about an hour I think, and we are in front of the flamingos. Somehow, either the orcas were right next to the flamingos or I asked a keeper, we find out about the cleaning. Here is where the reprogramming begins, or one of the early episodes at any rate. My response, "oh man that sucks I really wanted to see them." Dads first response, "I am sorry." Crazy Grandmas response, " (some raging that I don't fully recall the words)", then sits down on the ground in front of the flamingos and refuses to move. Dads next response, saying some stuff I cant recall as I was so stunned. I am getting upset now because I wanted to just do the rest of the zoo. I am crying and getting yelled at and I cant understand why Crazy Grandma (used to call it mom) is acting the way she is. Somehow it all became my fault. I have no idea how but it did.
How did someone else's actions become my fault?
How did my reaction of bummer but let's see the rest turn into me crying and being bad?
Eventually, a zoo person came and we rode back to the main gate in a golf cart because Crazy Grandma was refusing to walk back. I guess she thought we might just detour and do the rest of the zoo and she didn't want to because she was in the uber-bitch mode.
There were more episodes like this over the course of a period of time that reprogrammed my developing brain. They did not include more zoos but other things like holidays, birthdays, other types of trips, and more just regular day to day stuff.
At one point my brain thought I am not allowed to be calm I must be hyper angry if I do not get my way.
Sadly this stayed the norm until recently when I have begun reprogramming it to calm mode. Not easy when the person you live with likes having a reason to have the "LMN Reaction" and or threaten you with in-house psyche or the cops and also likes to poke until you end up crying. But I am getting there and it pisses off the person I live with, again, I have no idea why...
Thursday, October 26, 2017
Open Letter To You (know who you are)
Dear YKWYA;
Thank you for deliberately and maliciously reversing years of progress.
At one time I was ever so grateful to you for helping me get to where I would accept adult human affection after what had been done to me. I was so glad for that.
Then on Oct 22 or 23, (due to the trauma of the event I just can't recall the exact date), you decide to overreact, more than I did, (i will address that in a moment), and now I am again afraid of adult human touch and interaction.
What you perceived as an attack was nothing more than a few light taps to get your attention, which I have to do a lot with you. Maybe the meds you are on are making your skin extra sensitive. I do not know. But LMN overreaction much? You acted like I had shot, stabbed, or was always hitting you. All of which are fallacies.
I have to tell you this way as you refuse to acknowledge any research I do if I talk to you. You would rather fight. So here goes. As you know I have C/PTSD. You know the stuff so I won't waste our time. Anyway, SSL, people have always been allowed to take my stuff. My brain went thru 3 stages that night, the first flashback to my stuff being taken away for fun, phase 2 panic and paranoia that it was happening again, and 3 (which I hate BTW) anger violence attack because I/it am/are tired of that shit (people taking my stuff).
This realization does not make it any more right from MY SIDE but makes your side absolutely bizarre and ridiculously acted out. Like I said, maybe you were having troubles that night too and perfect storm collision. I dunno.
I want anxiety meds that I can take when these things happen (I wish I had some weed). I would have taken one when I felt anxiety that night. I do not appreciate when my brain trips balls. I truly just wanted to ask a simple calm question and my idiot brain flipped biscuits. But then, so did yours, only a helluva lot worse.
We need to communicate. PURE AND SIMPLE. Divorce is not the answer, communication is. I want it, I do not believe you do.
Thank you for deliberately and maliciously reversing years of progress.
At one time I was ever so grateful to you for helping me get to where I would accept adult human affection after what had been done to me. I was so glad for that.
Then on Oct 22 or 23, (due to the trauma of the event I just can't recall the exact date), you decide to overreact, more than I did, (i will address that in a moment), and now I am again afraid of adult human touch and interaction.
What you perceived as an attack was nothing more than a few light taps to get your attention, which I have to do a lot with you. Maybe the meds you are on are making your skin extra sensitive. I do not know. But LMN overreaction much? You acted like I had shot, stabbed, or was always hitting you. All of which are fallacies.
I have to tell you this way as you refuse to acknowledge any research I do if I talk to you. You would rather fight. So here goes. As you know I have C/PTSD. You know the stuff so I won't waste our time. Anyway, SSL, people have always been allowed to take my stuff. My brain went thru 3 stages that night, the first flashback to my stuff being taken away for fun, phase 2 panic and paranoia that it was happening again, and 3 (which I hate BTW) anger violence attack because I/it am/are tired of that shit (people taking my stuff).
This realization does not make it any more right from MY SIDE but makes your side absolutely bizarre and ridiculously acted out. Like I said, maybe you were having troubles that night too and perfect storm collision. I dunno.
I want anxiety meds that I can take when these things happen (I wish I had some weed). I would have taken one when I felt anxiety that night. I do not appreciate when my brain trips balls. I truly just wanted to ask a simple calm question and my idiot brain flipped biscuits. But then, so did yours, only a helluva lot worse.
We need to communicate. PURE AND SIMPLE. Divorce is not the answer, communication is. I want it, I do not believe you do.
Thursday, October 12, 2017
HOW LIVING WITH A NARCISSIST HAS DAMAGED ME
I got married.
This supposed to be a happy thing.
And for a very short while it was.
I guess I should have seen the early signs, a few things that were done before he put a ring on it, but I was dumb back then and I won't get into just how much so.
Tick time forward 7 years.
It took him that long to get really bad, and for me to come out of the fog I was living in because of a childhood trauma.
Suddenly I was the bad person. The reason we failed and lost the house. None of that could have been caused by the fact he kept quitting jobs and not paying the space rent. NO! I was the bad person. But, only, I wasn't.
I took a mcjob but it wasn't enough. I tried though. Burned through the 8k my dad left me. Still, somehow, it was me that caused everything. And I had no way out so we fought about paying the bills and how bad I was.
I would get upset, he would threaten me with a psyche hold or calling the cops saying that I had laid hands him. I only decked him twice cause he wouldn't let me leave a room when I was trying to get away from him belittling me for the umpteenth time. And on one of those occasions as I was getting past him, he tried to strangle me in a choke hold. SOMeone heard me yelling, called the cops and I lied to the cops because I had no money and nowhere to go.
And so it went until I was in one of my FB groups and learned of narcs.
I was floored to know how bad he really was. I mean, let's be real here, we are all narcs to a point, but mine is DSM-V classic hitting on all but 3 of the qualifiers. To say I had a panic attack was mild. If I had the money I would have gathered up my boys and left right then and there. But here I sit still with no way out.
I will be fixing that and the funny thing is the narc thinks I am doing it for him. I said stop laughing. I won't go into details right now but there is a plan in place.
The way he ruined me is now I feel like its all my fault. I know I should have never told him about my abusive childhood but I wanted to honest. I had no idea it would be used against me. I will never tell again unless I 100% have to.
I am also car paranoid. A car comes into the park I have to make sure it's not coming here. Why you ask? Well, let me explain shorthand. 3, almost 4, evictions. The power has been cut 4 times this year alone, the phone 3 and is currently off. He pawned a bunch of unused electronics to get the net back so he could play his ego stroke game. I won't go there right now.
I don't answer the phone or the door anymore. I didn't cause this problem and I am tired of playing his games and being the one who has to listen to people get mad cause he ain't paid.
I am going back to work as soon as his new job gets the phone bill paid. I had to quit for a while due to an injury but I am all better now.
Still, my job won't be enough for him to laze around and play his video game all day and night.
This supposed to be a happy thing.
And for a very short while it was.
I guess I should have seen the early signs, a few things that were done before he put a ring on it, but I was dumb back then and I won't get into just how much so.
Tick time forward 7 years.
It took him that long to get really bad, and for me to come out of the fog I was living in because of a childhood trauma.
Suddenly I was the bad person. The reason we failed and lost the house. None of that could have been caused by the fact he kept quitting jobs and not paying the space rent. NO! I was the bad person. But, only, I wasn't.
I took a mcjob but it wasn't enough. I tried though. Burned through the 8k my dad left me. Still, somehow, it was me that caused everything. And I had no way out so we fought about paying the bills and how bad I was.
I would get upset, he would threaten me with a psyche hold or calling the cops saying that I had laid hands him. I only decked him twice cause he wouldn't let me leave a room when I was trying to get away from him belittling me for the umpteenth time. And on one of those occasions as I was getting past him, he tried to strangle me in a choke hold. SOMeone heard me yelling, called the cops and I lied to the cops because I had no money and nowhere to go.
And so it went until I was in one of my FB groups and learned of narcs.
I was floored to know how bad he really was. I mean, let's be real here, we are all narcs to a point, but mine is DSM-V classic hitting on all but 3 of the qualifiers. To say I had a panic attack was mild. If I had the money I would have gathered up my boys and left right then and there. But here I sit still with no way out.
I will be fixing that and the funny thing is the narc thinks I am doing it for him. I said stop laughing. I won't go into details right now but there is a plan in place.
The way he ruined me is now I feel like its all my fault. I know I should have never told him about my abusive childhood but I wanted to honest. I had no idea it would be used against me. I will never tell again unless I 100% have to.
I am also car paranoid. A car comes into the park I have to make sure it's not coming here. Why you ask? Well, let me explain shorthand. 3, almost 4, evictions. The power has been cut 4 times this year alone, the phone 3 and is currently off. He pawned a bunch of unused electronics to get the net back so he could play his ego stroke game. I won't go there right now.
I don't answer the phone or the door anymore. I didn't cause this problem and I am tired of playing his games and being the one who has to listen to people get mad cause he ain't paid.
I am going back to work as soon as his new job gets the phone bill paid. I had to quit for a while due to an injury but I am all better now.
Still, my job won't be enough for him to laze around and play his video game all day and night.
Sunday, October 1, 2017
How the Person I Marrieds Decisions Have Put the Family In Danger
(This is real. My reality as current. And I do not care, once again, if you save this as it is the real truth.)
You!
By you I mean the person I married. You have made many bad decisions and I have stood up for you to others about them. As of today, October 1, 2017, that ends.
I am tired. The boys are tired.
You are done putting myself and my children in danger. The danger of aggression in public. The danger of losing our place of residence (3, almost 4 evictions is enough). The fear of losing the phone/internet. The fear of having the power cut, again (4 times in one year, that is truly pathetic and childish). But most importantly, the fear of no food. This you have done to us. Most importantly the children. Whom you claim to care so much about but really don't as they are not pixels in SL.
How many times I have thought about risking jail because of you and your childish choices.
But this latest choice has really done it for the boys and me. The choice has made you virtually unemployable. Sadly you knew this would happen and went forward with it anyway. More than likely hoping I would bend over and carry you. NOPE! NEVER GONNA HAPPEN! You haven't earned it!
I will go ahead and get my license back but ASAP you will either come home to or wake up to loneliness. Not like you didn't know this was coming anyway. I generally give warning before the attack.
We will be safe. And yes, it's legal for us to run from an abusive situation. So please feel free to call the police as they will know who you are, what you have done, and why we ran. You might think you will be able to tell your narcissistic BS to them and get me arrest for kidnapping but according to the law, it's not unless there's some kind of legal something going on. And the d won't be initiated until I feel safe enough to do so.
I am strong now. Deal with it.
And in the end ...
BYE
FELICIA!
You!
By you I mean the person I married. You have made many bad decisions and I have stood up for you to others about them. As of today, October 1, 2017, that ends.
I am tired. The boys are tired.
You are done putting myself and my children in danger. The danger of aggression in public. The danger of losing our place of residence (3, almost 4 evictions is enough). The fear of losing the phone/internet. The fear of having the power cut, again (4 times in one year, that is truly pathetic and childish). But most importantly, the fear of no food. This you have done to us. Most importantly the children. Whom you claim to care so much about but really don't as they are not pixels in SL.
How many times I have thought about risking jail because of you and your childish choices.
But this latest choice has really done it for the boys and me. The choice has made you virtually unemployable. Sadly you knew this would happen and went forward with it anyway. More than likely hoping I would bend over and carry you. NOPE! NEVER GONNA HAPPEN! You haven't earned it!
I will go ahead and get my license back but ASAP you will either come home to or wake up to loneliness. Not like you didn't know this was coming anyway. I generally give warning before the attack.
We will be safe. And yes, it's legal for us to run from an abusive situation. So please feel free to call the police as they will know who you are, what you have done, and why we ran. You might think you will be able to tell your narcissistic BS to them and get me arrest for kidnapping but according to the law, it's not unless there's some kind of legal something going on. And the d won't be initiated until I feel safe enough to do so.
I am strong now. Deal with it.
And in the end ...
BYE
FELICIA!
Saturday, September 30, 2017
Just Because You Ignore It DOES NOT Mean It Goes Away
The person I married likes to play SL all night then sleep all day.
Actually quit a job to do that back in August. Starts new job back at delivering pizza from good high paying job in a call center because all the help funds have been used up and we lost good internet and are now on crapnet that we cant stream as much as we want because the person I married wants to be able to play SL ... all night.
This person likes to pretend that SL is real and that RL is fake and does not exist unless it directly interferes with some random thing that goes through the person I marrieds mind or takes away SL ... or food.
The person I married can go ahead and take a screenshot of this, I DONT GIVE A FUCK! It's all true and the person knows it.
Speaking of food. The person I married couldn't even keep a good job long enough to get fs re-upped for 6 months. We have 2 children under 15 and I have type 2 diabetis and degenerative disk disease. The DDD makes it so I have a hard time standing for long periods of time, or sitting. I must be able to just randomly move if the pressure/pain gets too bad. Cant get it fixed as the person I married would get upset as I am just laying because the person I marrieds mom and grandfather had/have it and I am just wanting it too. So I just ignore it, my back that is. I am uber pissed about everything else I have aforementioned.
Problem here is the person i married wants to be carried like a baby. No responsiblity to the person i married is what is the person i married agenda is. The person I married hates to pay bills or rent. Want me to carry. Well i refuse as there is no love, or compassion from the person i married. In fact, there is literaly nothing from the person i married anymore.
But just because the person i married ignores life does not mean it does not exist.
I will go to collage.
Get the degree I WANT!
Get a job in that field, and move the fuck on, with the children as it wont take long for CPS to remove them from you.
Also, cleaning, all kinds. Dishes, laundry,house, personal. Yeah, the person i married also does none of these things (i do all but the person i marrieds personal as in shower and all). And it wonders why. Why the house stinks, why people make faces at us in public. YOur greeasy hair and dirty clothes while the kids and i look clean. Peaople just wonder WTF!?!
Apologies for the typos, I am kinda pissed.
Actually quit a job to do that back in August. Starts new job back at delivering pizza from good high paying job in a call center because all the help funds have been used up and we lost good internet and are now on crapnet that we cant stream as much as we want because the person I married wants to be able to play SL ... all night.
This person likes to pretend that SL is real and that RL is fake and does not exist unless it directly interferes with some random thing that goes through the person I marrieds mind or takes away SL ... or food.
The person I married can go ahead and take a screenshot of this, I DONT GIVE A FUCK! It's all true and the person knows it.
Speaking of food. The person I married couldn't even keep a good job long enough to get fs re-upped for 6 months. We have 2 children under 15 and I have type 2 diabetis and degenerative disk disease. The DDD makes it so I have a hard time standing for long periods of time, or sitting. I must be able to just randomly move if the pressure/pain gets too bad. Cant get it fixed as the person I married would get upset as I am just laying because the person I marrieds mom and grandfather had/have it and I am just wanting it too. So I just ignore it, my back that is. I am uber pissed about everything else I have aforementioned.
Problem here is the person i married wants to be carried like a baby. No responsiblity to the person i married is what is the person i married agenda is. The person I married hates to pay bills or rent. Want me to carry. Well i refuse as there is no love, or compassion from the person i married. In fact, there is literaly nothing from the person i married anymore.
But just because the person i married ignores life does not mean it does not exist.
I will go to collage.
Get the degree I WANT!
Get a job in that field, and move the fuck on, with the children as it wont take long for CPS to remove them from you.
Also, cleaning, all kinds. Dishes, laundry,house, personal. Yeah, the person i married also does none of these things (i do all but the person i marrieds personal as in shower and all). And it wonders why. Why the house stinks, why people make faces at us in public. YOur greeasy hair and dirty clothes while the kids and i look clean. Peaople just wonder WTF!?!
Apologies for the typos, I am kinda pissed.
Wednesday, May 31, 2017
You are only 3 paychecks away
That's what I learned once.
That we are all only 3 paychecks away from living in a tent, or worse, under a bridge, with no tent.
Some of us are lucky and we have a domicile or a cracker box that vaguely resembles a pitiful excuse of a domicile. But at least it's a domicile, home for those of you that went to public school.
Not here to rant at public schools, at the moment, that's another day.
Here to rant at the government housing people.
You have a roof, correct?
How stable is it? Really? Be honest. If you were to be downsized tomorrow how long would you keep it? one month? 2 maybe? Might get lucky and get a new j.o.b. right away, like as in the next week.
However, do you know that for the average Joe that getting one month behind in rent utilities means evictions and shut offs? It does. I speak from first-hand experience.
For the base majority of the roofed populous, we struggle to keep our shelter. Every month we fear, cutbacks, downsizing, bad bosses that hate us and want to hire relatives, ridiculous expectations on j.o.bs that we just can't fulfill, the demand to carry certain stats or we get cut, or worse, our favorite college students need summer jobs and we just neglected to tell you when we hired you that we would be letting you go come summer break with no intention of hiring you back when our favorite pets go back to school.
All the above-listed things cost us everything. Especially if we are on a state repository for infractions brought about by said conditions.
People go homeless and turn to crime to survive because of greed evictions. I will grant here that some evictions are necessary, believe me I know, I have a no longer family member (divorce) that would rather have doped and drank it up than pay her rent, she deserved the evictions, however, people who get removed from their j.o.b. due to no fault of their own DO NOT need that on their record.
When the bad happens it tends to happen all at once. So they have to go a begging. There are a lot of help programs out there if you are a perfect. A perfect is someone with no dings on rent or credit history. That includes immigrants that should have fought for rights in their own country and maybe 5% of the populous. So, only those who don't deserve or really need can get it and then there are the programs that will help you just to hurt you. This is how that works. You just through 500 hoops, kill several trees worth of paperwork, lose days of work, and hair from stress as to if they will accept a hard working person, only to find out that if you don't pay it all back right away they will take your roof, car, bank accts. How the FUCK does that help????????????? IT DOES NOT!!!!!!!!!!
When people come a begging it's not always because they are generic dope losers, more than likely its joe public about to loose a roof and in need.
Put that in your vape and toke it.
That we are all only 3 paychecks away from living in a tent, or worse, under a bridge, with no tent.
Some of us are lucky and we have a domicile or a cracker box that vaguely resembles a pitiful excuse of a domicile. But at least it's a domicile, home for those of you that went to public school.
Not here to rant at public schools, at the moment, that's another day.
Here to rant at the government housing people.
You have a roof, correct?
How stable is it? Really? Be honest. If you were to be downsized tomorrow how long would you keep it? one month? 2 maybe? Might get lucky and get a new j.o.b. right away, like as in the next week.
However, do you know that for the average Joe that getting one month behind in rent utilities means evictions and shut offs? It does. I speak from first-hand experience.
For the base majority of the roofed populous, we struggle to keep our shelter. Every month we fear, cutbacks, downsizing, bad bosses that hate us and want to hire relatives, ridiculous expectations on j.o.bs that we just can't fulfill, the demand to carry certain stats or we get cut, or worse, our favorite college students need summer jobs and we just neglected to tell you when we hired you that we would be letting you go come summer break with no intention of hiring you back when our favorite pets go back to school.
All the above-listed things cost us everything. Especially if we are on a state repository for infractions brought about by said conditions.
People go homeless and turn to crime to survive because of greed evictions. I will grant here that some evictions are necessary, believe me I know, I have a no longer family member (divorce) that would rather have doped and drank it up than pay her rent, she deserved the evictions, however, people who get removed from their j.o.b. due to no fault of their own DO NOT need that on their record.
When the bad happens it tends to happen all at once. So they have to go a begging. There are a lot of help programs out there if you are a perfect. A perfect is someone with no dings on rent or credit history. That includes immigrants that should have fought for rights in their own country and maybe 5% of the populous. So, only those who don't deserve or really need can get it and then there are the programs that will help you just to hurt you. This is how that works. You just through 500 hoops, kill several trees worth of paperwork, lose days of work, and hair from stress as to if they will accept a hard working person, only to find out that if you don't pay it all back right away they will take your roof, car, bank accts. How the FUCK does that help????????????? IT DOES NOT!!!!!!!!!!
When people come a begging it's not always because they are generic dope losers, more than likely its joe public about to loose a roof and in need.
Put that in your vape and toke it.
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